The commander looks away, her eyes glazing over in pain. “Talk like that… It never does much good does it?”

[[stop, no. don’t break her.]]

“And yet the past still leaves it’s marks on me.”

[[ouch, ouch no. no please.]]

[hsafhhsfhdshjfgh

LET ME LOVE YOU, YOU WONDERFUL ANON]

[HELL TO THE YES.] 

[God. You have no idea how long I just sat and stared at this for.

First. -flails wildly and dies of happiness-

Thank you so much. I’m so glad that someone thinks I do a good job with all of her mental illnesses. I feel like they’re one of the biggest parts of her character though I rarely go into them her on tumblr (I have literally millions of drabbles where I do though). 

Second. Oh my God. I love you and I am going to continue pouring love on you forever.]

[ -flails- Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. -pours love on you-

-looks around and whispers- Did you know I made a Kaidan blog?]

[ -pets face lovingly- Thank you lovely, that’s just… ;w; that jsut made my evening.] 

“My left side and my left arm. I used to have a lot of scarring there and whenever people touched me there it was… triggering I guess is the proper word for it. Now it’s not so bad, but it sometimes takes me by surprise and I’ll flinch away. Not that I mean to…”

[TAKEN. FOR A LITTLE OVER A WEEK BY THIS LOVELY WOMAN shepardofparagons/ garrusdatingsimulator. I LOVE HER AND SHE IS WONDERFUL AND PERFECT. AND ALL OF YOU SHOULD GO LOVE HER.]

▲: Try to be more positive on yourself, there’s no reason to hate on yourself so much. 

[You don’t ask a lot, do you anon?

I say that with love. I promise.] 

[I usually don’t interact with other Shepards (even if we’re mutual followers) because it makes both Juliette and I confused, and it can get messy pretty fast.

Kai and Jules have a history together and although we haven’t out too many details for that universe we have something set up so that Jules and Kai can interact without it getting weird.

As for Jenna and Jules, Jenna-mun is my best friend and we rarely interact here on Jules. We haven’t really talked about long in depth threads with both Shepards, and we tend to keep it lose and casual when they do interact.

It’s not that I don’t want to interact. It’s just it gets confusing fast, and Jules and I both struggle if there’s no clear boundaries on what’s going on.]

[That’s an interesting question. 

I can almost see them enlisting together and neither really remembering their old last names and them just coming up with the same last name, and being friends enough to just roll with it. Or something like that. Maybe Jules remember her grandparents last names and told Kai to sue it -shrugs- We knows. Something to like about in the future I guess.]

[What can I say? It’s a gift.]

[She’s only a quarter actually. Like myself Juliette has a lot of aboriginal in her. Her father’s family came from Nova Scotia, though some of her father’s mother’s side of the family was Huron/Wyandot and Mohawk (both tribes were part of the Iroquois Confederacy). Her mother’s side was a mixture of Shawnee and Mi'kmaq (the Mi'kmaq being another member of the Iroquois Confederacy).

From her aboriginal ancestors she inherited her dark hair and her slightly tanned skin, though both her mother’s side of the family and her father’s side had light eyes, so she got the gene from both of them. You can’t really tell from the photos and icons I post but her skin is a dark tan. Not quite as dark as a lot of aboriginals tend to be, because both sides of her family do have quite a bit of European ancestry.] 

[Excuse me? I am not trying to guilt trip anyone into doing anything. Period.

You want to tell me I’m quality fine. Be my guest. I’ll happily love you and accept the compliment. If not. -shrug- We can move on with our lives.

I didn’t mean to reblog the post first of all, I meant to reblog one above it but scrolled to far and boom, accidentally reblogged the wrong one. So no. I wan’t trying to guilt trip anyone into doing anything. Fuck you very much. 

Second. I have depression and anxiety issues, and sometimes I do feel this way. It’s normal to feel this way. Do I generally broadcast it to everyone on tumblr? No. I try to keep it to my two best friends and anyone else I trust. But to come and tell me that I’m ‘fucking disgusting’ because I’m trying to ‘guilt trip’ people into giving me attention? 

Hmm… Fuck you. 

Have a nice day.

Edit: By the way, I know who this is. So… I’ve unfollowed you, and deleted the drafts sitting in my drafts folders. I don’t need more drama.]